But bennie makes them ageless

trying to figure everything out is much too impossible. the emotions are more complex than you'd think, and more simple than you'd want. i cant fall back on old habits because i've never gotten out of them to begin with. i should probably work on that. i feel like maybe if counselors prescribed sufian in the grass, there would be fewer suicides maybe. i wish i could feel it now, i wish fog wasnt everything i've ever known.